"untitled"

*sigh*

things are as obscure as it is. . . .
sometimes i tend to wonder. . . . .
what am I going after in life. . .
what am I doing and for what reasons. .
choices that I personally make...
and...
the things I stand up for. . .

what's the purpose of everything...
that you do...

if you'd just stop . . . . .
take some time alone and
ponder. . . .
about the ongoing things around you. . .

does it seem right?
is it the right path you're taking in life?
or are you just blindly following the
ways of your peers and the
influence around you. . . .

sometimes.
its not about fitting in. . .
its about standing out!

and honestly speaking. . .
or should i say. . . . typing? lol. .
I've always try to fit in. . .
and to have a sense of belonging. .

most of us don't perceive it. . .
but that's what we're constantly doing. .

its the insecurity in us that sometimes
act out. . .

it constantly happens to me. . .
and i realize that soon enough though. . . .

its who you are when you're standing alone. . .
are you able to pull yourself together
and walk up as yourself?

or are you going to be hidden
in the background. . .

its the sense of belonging that
makes us feel "ourselves"
when we're "in" with the flow. . .

but if you're different
and standing up for what you believe
in. . . that is yourself!

you don't need all that. . . .
you don't need people's confirmation
or appraisal to feel "in". . .

its all about your own concept in mind. . .
on how you feel about yourself. . .

that's my whole
new "thing" in life. . .
lol..

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sounds awkward in a way. . .
sorry about the messed up compilation
of my blog. . . .
i didn't really know how to do it better..


~SUNNY~