at certain points in life...
we do need our own time and personal space..
hidden in shadows of our own...
cut out from social life and the world...*temporarily

but having to face that all the time is just driving me..
somehow into "depression"
is been quite a while that I'm facing this...
it really no easy

honestly... i do not have a social life...
its really hard for me that i don't...
I just got cut out of it before i even had it..
well.. this situation might sound awkward...
some might have in mind that i just choose not to
mix around...

but that's not really it...
some reason's lay behind this prob' I have...
A few which I find hard to face...

sometimes...
i really did wish i had one...
an outcast... is basically what i have in mind of
myself...
being a "lone ranger" isn't a nice thing...
though it might seem "cool" at times...
but trust me...
there's no fun in it... the pain can sometimes be dreadful...
literraly...

I really wish that I have a social life of my own...
working on it...
well... stuck actually...
not knowing how or what i should do to achieve it..
*sobz